Peipei in LOVE

its 38th week for little Doudou....

he is still feeling cozy inside mummy's tummy...

no sign of coming out...

only getting bigger and bigger...

havent gained lots of weight for this time.. most of my weight went to him...

so worried if he gets too big and will be hard for me to give labour....

38th week... 3659g head 9.8cm

daddy said Doudou just like mummy with a big head... aii...

i thought i told him to be just like Stella...

look cute like Stella, be smart like Stella...

but east more and sleeps more and grows taller than her....

guess he listened to the 2nd part....hahah

mummy is back with walking in penguin style again...

Stella got fever on the 28th of Dec 2009...

we thought it was another flu she caught from the unstable weather...

but... the fever last 3 days... and she got worse...

not eating not drinking on the 30th....

that afternoon, i arranged to see the Doc at the hospital...

took her to the hospital in a rush.. kidnapped my mom in law to go with us...

by the time we got to the ER, Stella's temperature got to 40.3 degree C

SHOCKED.... doc said its better for her to stay in the hospital...

let them take care of her...

Doc checked her up, and explained it should be some virus infection...

so Stella took some blood tests... and "wired up" with a huge bottle of saline solution on her tiny hand...

she was crying so bad... screaming mummy and grandma....and she wants to go home...

it was so terrible... like ripping my heart away...

but i couldn't cry... coz my daughter needs me more...

then we been sent up to the room...

such an active baby being tide up can't move freely was such a painful thing for her...

crying "mummy i wanna to go home..." still....

until her dad and grand dad came...

she tole grandad..." injection... hurts..."dah jeng tong tong..."!

just tored anohter part of my heart again...

however... glad the medical team has controlled her illness....

and stopped her fever gone up.. actually went down when she started her injections...

and she kept in the hospital for 3 days to make sure all her fever is completely gone...

and she is close too 100% cured... then we're released on the 2nd of Jan 2009...

i can only say... taking Stella to ER at 2 am was nothing....

staying in the hospital with her for 4 days 3 nights... was the worst new year i had...

now have to be more careful about her health... her hygene (was very cautious b4 already...)

and i learned how to collect urine from little ones....

we wasted nearly 6 bags... to get just 5cc... it wasn't easy at all.....for everything...

raising a kid is so hard.....

 

 

 

another n+1 birthday...

this year was the worst birthday ever...

couldn't decide where i want to have my birthday dinner and who i want to spend it with...

really suck... is this the down part of being married...?

got no one to complian it to... just can run my tears when no one's around...

guess only dou-dou knows mummy's feeling...

he belongs to me completely at the moment...

not too sure who is going to take him away from me when he comes out...

just like Stella... her grandma (father's side) likes to compete her popularity with me....

what the F... is wrong with "grand" people's mind...can't they just get it? i am the birth mum...

my daughter loves me more thats natural... whats to jealous about it? crazy woman!

and why does she have to make fun of my weak bladder?  i am 7 months pregnant....!!!!!

F! i am carrying her grandson... doesn't she get it?

she just have to make fun of it each time i go to the loo...

i really want my son to have my surname...

 

 

 

 

With baby Stella the 2nd baby seem to be more neglected...

now its time to update for Dou-Dou...

well, i think the doc told us about Dou-Dou's sex around 15th week...but he wasn't so sure so he said he will tell us again the next time...

then until 19th week... he fianlly announced that Duo-Dou is a boy!

now Stella is going to have a baby brother...

happy for everyone... (is that really so... i wonder...sometimes.. i think its the blood in my body that just dun want others to be satisfied with what they thought

and granted with their wishes....especially when it comes to in-laws...)

however... i am just glad Duo-Duo is a healthy baby...

now i can feel his kicking everyday...

once that Stella sat close to my tummy and felt Duo-Duo's kick..

and said "Duo-Duo kicked "pipi"!

and she also would say "Duo-Duo kicking mummy naughty!"

or she kicks from the outside... and Duo kicks from inside...

thats how poor i am so far...

our last check-up was last Thursday the 20th Nov, and Duo is 729g now...

crossing my fingers that he will be a handsome boy looks like his mum..hahha!

 

 

With baby Stella the 2nd baby seem to be more neglected...

now its time to update for Dou-Dou...

well, i think the doc told us about Dou-Dou's sex around 15th week...but he wasn't so sure so he said he will tell us again the next time...

then until 19th week... he fianlly announced that Duo-Dou is a boy!

now Stella is going to have a baby brother...

happy for everyone... (is that really so... i wonder...sometimes.. i think its the blood in my body that just dun want others to be satisfied with what they thought

and granted with their wishes....especially when it comes to in-laws...)

however... i am just glad Duo-Duo is a healthy baby...

now i can feel his kicking everyday...

once that Stella sat close to my tummy and felt Duo-Duo's kick..

and said "Duo-Duo kicked "pipi"!

and she also would say "Duo-Duo kicking mummy naughty!"

or she kicks from the outside... and Duo kicks from inside...

thats how poor i am so far...

our last check-up was last Thursday the 20th Nov, and Duo is 729g now...

crossing my fingers that he will be a handsome boy looks like his mum..hahha!