another n+1 birthday...

this year was the worst birthday ever...

couldn't decide where i want to have my birthday dinner and who i want to spend it with...

really suck... is this the down part of being married...?

got no one to complian it to... just can run my tears when no one's around...

guess only dou-dou knows mummy's feeling...

he belongs to me completely at the moment...

not too sure who is going to take him away from me when he comes out...

just like Stella... her grandma (father's side) likes to compete her popularity with me....

what the F... is wrong with "grand" people's mind...can't they just get it? i am the birth mum...

my daughter loves me more thats natural... whats to jealous about it? crazy woman!

and why does she have to make fun of my weak bladder?  i am 7 months pregnant....!!!!!

F! i am carrying her grandson... doesn't she get it?

she just have to make fun of it each time i go to the loo...

i really want my son to have my surname...